Today they’ll watch for smoke, black or white, and my grandson will turn a month old. Grandson, so much easier to say than the other name, the one I’ve only ever used for my beloved elderly, but I am fifty-four, which friends keep saying is too young, and part of me wants to agree while the other part knows it’s plenty old enough—in fact, given the scope of history, fifty-four might be too old to be what I am now. What’s your name going to be, friends keep asking. I’ve tried on a few—Honey, Mimi, Gigi. I know a woman called Weezer and one called Happy and in both cases it was the grandchild who chose. On the news they’re talking about names and legacies and who the next pope…