I’m thinking of you beautifuland young, of me young
and confused and maybebeautiful. There were lots of us—
these were our twenties, when,post-9/11, we were about to
inherit the world, and we had no ideawhat to do with it. And look
what we did, and we didn’t.And now look at us, and it.
We turned away for a blip, startedwhispering, kissing, had kids,
bought houses, changed bulbs,submitted claims, changed channels,
FaceTimed, streamed, upgraded,were two-day-shipped to, and midway
through our prime earning yearswe look up again, decades groggy,
decades late. Forgive us, we thought—but now it doesn’t matter. These are our
outcomes, consequences, faults,forties, when the hourglass
is beeping and bleak and peoplelike us have memories like this
and wonder if the beauty that’s leftis really still beautiful, if it was.…