In the morning, when I’m pouring the hot milkinto the coffee, I put the side of myface near the convex pitcher to watchthe last, round drop from the spout,and it feels like being cheek to cheekwith a baby. Sometimes the orb pops back up,a ball of cream balanced on a whale’swatery exhale. Then I gather my tools,the cherry sounding-board tray that will rest on mylap, the phone, the bird book to look upthe purple martin. I repeat them as I seek them,so as not to forget—tray, cell phone,purple martin; tray, phone,martin, Trayvon Martin, song wasinvented for you, art was madefor you, painting, writing, was yours,our youngest, our most precious, to remind usto shield you—all was yours, all that isleft on earth, with your body, was for you.…