I forgave him the debt of having to explainwhere he came from, who his angry fatherand his loving mother were, or I relieved himfrom any excuse and satdozens and dozens of years ago at the counterof Zak’s, Broadway and 103rd,he on the other side, his sleeves rolled up,his hands, his arms, in steaming water, washingdishes and frying pans and talking music,his dream of studying at Juilliard,the tiny practice room a rich ladyfrom the Upper East or Upper West Side paid for,listening all afternoon to him playingthe small piano, his large romantic gestures,his hair wild, his hands and fingers amazing,classic Polish, he was from Little Italy,a high-school dropout, me a graduate studentat Columbia, then I left for a year in Europeand when I came back I looked him up at Zak’s,the…