As for the beer, I bring my own. I haven’t touched
another human
in twenty-three days, not even someone’s palm
passing my change.
I forget—because I am in heels, because California
still owns
a portion of my body, and is on .re—my socks.
The owner
of the alley lends me his daughter’s,
who is behind
the concession counter and looks, in braces,
blond hair
twisted on top of her head, like she could
be mine. They’re clean,
he tells me. Crew, bleached white, mid-Atlantic
preteen packaged.
She wants, I am sure of it, something synthetic.
She wants,
in pink polka dots, in patterned tiny stereos,
to forget
the same .ve boys corralling the boxes of M&M’s,
sodas sweating
in their Styrofoam cups. Peeling out on the simulateddriving
games,
they…