I often write in my diary the obsolete poem of selfwith my obsolescent pen and ink.So I throw a poem for a lark, like my hat,off the Brooklyn Bridge, where Hart Crane, bless him,“dumped the ashes of his dad in a condom,”I was told.I watch my hat glide toward the Atlantic,wait for a miraculous rescue—but my poem-hat alights, drifts, sinks downamong the bottom feeders,the fluke, crab, catfish in sewageof the East River, still musical, distantly relatedto the North Sea. I hope my drowned hatshelters blind, half-dead newbornsthat lip the taste of my sweatband,the taste of me their first breakfastof undigested unleavened waste.The River Styx has clean water where Elijahswims with the Angels Gabriel and Raphael.So the poem of self gone,poetry must face, may two-face,must honor the language, point out to…