Anima
after David Bottoms
I dream of up-picked wind, begrudged
pines, bent-over, low like the moon in half water—
the other half. A mystery greater than blindness,
but deeper, jerks you, jerks me, but harder,
into the water, the small lake, the deepest
point, the drift. The nudged, the toward,
middle, the letting. Without, cast
and cast, I and the lake and I.
Fishing: the wasn’t philosophy. Here’s
an answer: pieces of simple, the aspects
of perfect vision in quiet terms—
to see yourself in a mirror—your eyes
can’t conjugate or otherwise handle. Be that
color of sky, blurry like handwriting
at a distance. I don’t know everybody,
but even the skeptics know that trembling
stars on the water’s surface means
you better sit your ass down.
Sorrow from Far…