Eye Exam
I will wait for my eyes to adjust.
In time—the future—or sooner,
it will happen. The darkness. The
artists joke about it. We artists—
that it’s required for what we do,
our work. When I was young, there
was only lamp-light in the house,
sometimes just a candle—always
candles during dinner; our food
consumed in a dim hue, refracted
through wax. This—my shadowed
childhood—is not to blame. But,
when my father looked into my
eyes—inside my eyes with his own
eyes, his light—his voice grew
quiet. His voice has always been
soft—always a comfort to his
patients, which, in his chair, in
his hands, I now was. But he is
my father: a low voice means
disapproval, uncertainty: the
first most feared, the second a
rarity. He’d found…